A small change of heart on the Money Market Loan

As I was typing out my explanation of the loan to myself, I realized how truly insane this is. I've kept up with this debt balance for almost two years but I had taken no action to pay myself back in over 18 months! How crazy is that? I'm just fooling myself to think that I have 3 months of expenses set aside in an emergency fund. If an emergency actually happened the amount of money I might need is not really all there! Cash flow is really tight, but I was able to squeak a measly $10.99 to put back into the Money Market Fund towards this loan to myself. The new balance is $4700.51.